After so mich of overthinking I decided to text him few days back to knoe if he was doing good.
I haven't seen him around for a week now.
I got his reply in few hours, he was sick.
It always worried me a little inside when he was like that even after we cut off from each other.
But I told my myself 'just for the sake of care for humanity I should b there '
And so I just ask him again a little deep question out if care in a WIERD way.
I litterally sounded like I dont know what he feels.
But still I was expecting the answer maybe just a word to rest the convertion.
Its been days now and I checked for hiscreply. THE MSG WAS READ BUT HE DIDNT RELY.
Possibly he was so much sick that he couldn't reply. UNTIL I noticed he was online for while possibly texting.
Is it the same old story?
I scrolled down to my contact list and opened another chat to feel the same heartbreak.
She was online too.
I jumped from her chat to his for a while to realize that they were in good long conversation. Back of mind a voice said "U know, u always knew where u stand in his life..." #heartbroken #fakerelationships #onesidedrelationship #narcissism #selfdestruction #nooneisperfect #lost #coldhearted #brokenrelationships #lies #takenforgranted